Happy yet upset

KC just got his reply from uni saying that he got into the honours programme. I'm really happy for him, but I'm still hanging by the thread. I don't even know if my application for my double degree has been approved, and the worst thing is that the uni is already closed for the christmas holidays and they will only re-open in January.

If I can't do accounting means I have to wait for 6 months and enrol for semester 2 instead. That means 6 more months without KC. I just feel really upset now.

I'm gonna go cry now.

Hopefully the next time I login it will be with good news.

Dead Tired

My maid has gone back home to Indo for a break, and I have to be the replacement maid for the next two and a half weeks.

TOTALLY SUCKS!

I really don't mind doing the chores and cooking for so many people even though its tiring. But I just wish that I could get some appreciation for what I am doing. At least my dad, bro and aunt appreciate what I do.

MY MUM TOTALLY DOES NOT!

She has to complain about everything single thing. Why I didn't cook 2 vegetables instead of one. The "tao suan" was overcooked.

For crying out loud, I'm already so tired doing the laundry, and having to stand on my already ACHING legs to prepare food is not a very enjoyable thing to do. And all she can so is scold and complain. She left me no choice but to just shout back at her.

I was suppose to be happy, cos' my new ovens came and I can start baking again. But NO! I'm upset and tired, and it doesn't help that KC is not around. I really miss him. At least he doesn't complain about what I cook. In fact, he will still praise my cooking even though I know it wasn't nice.

OK. Enough upsetting stuff. Let me talk about my ovens.
Dad bought me new ovens for Christmas. Both from Miele, a steam oven and a conventional oven. These new ovens are really quite cool. They have computers and sensors in them, so those who don't know how to cook can use it with no difficulty. They look good as well with all the modern finishes.

Think I'll make dad a banana cake soon. He's been thinking about it for a real long time.

Lonely in SG

I've been back in SG for almost 2 weeks and I really miss KC alot.

It has come to a point where I can't help but IMAGINE of stupid things and having bad dreams of arguments and breakups. I really can't wait for this holiday to be over so I can be with him again.

I really miss those times where we lie in bed to watch drama, and I'll always be the first one to fall asleep. I miss waking up beside him, knowing he's always there to give me a hug. I miss cooking for him and watching him play PS or watching foxtel together. I miss going to the movies with him and walking home together. I miss his nonsense and jokes.

I miss him...

Summer is here!

Exams are finally over! Time to enjoy the holidays!

Going back to SG soon, feeling excited yet a little sad to leave. Its starting to get real hot over here. Suddenly there's lots of houseflies that were hibernating during winter and now its nice and warm they can't wait to say hi to us humans. And they do so by flying into our faces. WTH!!! Everyone walking along the streets have their hands flinging infront of their faces (even kids in prams!). But summer fruits sure are nice. Suddenly the market became so colourful! Lots of cherries, strawberries, HUGE watermelons and bananas! Really delicious!

Anyways, I'm really going to miss KC when I go back to SG, but its something that I have to live with and learn to adapt. I knew from the start that one day we will have to be apart for awhile, I take this as a kind of test for the both of us. I still believe in true love that will withstand time and space.

I really hope this is the one.

Was talking to my mum on MSN earlier on today, she said my dad misses me alot. So yea, I really want to spend some quality time with my parents. I've really made them worried and upset before, and its time I play my role as a good daughter and make them happy this summer.

Time to spread the love!

Countdown!

Its that time of the year AGAIN! The dreaded EXAMS.

Well this semester's timing is much better than the last one I must say. The previous exams were dragged over too long a period. This time its much nicely spaced out. 5,7,9 and 12 Nov. Not too far apart, this way I can stay more focused. Good thing the first paper isn't in Oct so I still have some time to study. Poor KC on the other hand has his first paper on the 25 Oct, but he'll be fine. He somehow always manges to do well.

Just can't wait for exams to be over so we can take a real long break. Heading back to Singapore on 22 Nov. KC should be going back to KL around that time. We should be visiting each other during the 3-month break. So fun! Can't wait!!

Oh yea, Faith came over in the beginning of the week. Had fun catching up and all. She's like my radio from Singapore updating me with everything I need to know. The next time we catch up should be when I go back, then we'll have our bitching session with the rest of the babes. :P

Till then, for those studying, good luck and study hard!!

My Celebrity Look-alikes

Go try yours at www.myheritage.com its quite fun. You can try different pictures to get different results. You can even create morphing pictures that transform your face into the chosen celebrity's face. Quite cool.

Have fun!

Backache!

I've been having a very bad back lately, and trust me it's not due to bedroom activities. I suffered from a slipped disc last year and boy am I suffering the long-term effects of it. I can't sit properly, walk long distances, and worst of all I CANNOT SHOP! (due to long walking hours I will be in pain at the end of the shopping trip)

I've been contemplating to see a chiropractor to see if they can help ease my pain, but I don't know which one to go to. sigh.... I've been sleeping on the heat pad at night, but it doesn't help at all!

I think I'll try sleeping on the floor tonight.

Goodnight.

Break, Broken, Broke

Its mid-sem break, finally!! After 2 weeks of never ending assignments its finally time for a rest. Although there are still 2 more assignments due after the break.

I don't care!
PLAY FIRST! STUDY LATER!

Ok lah not that much later anyway, the break is only a week. So let me play a few days then I'll start doing work.

Well I know I have not been updating for a REAL LONG time. That's cos I'm busy like i said...DARN ASSIGNMENTS!

I've been a real GOOD GIRL! I've not been shopping for like 3 months! UNBELIEVABLE! I KNOW! But it's true, and you want to know the real reason why?

That is because I AM FAT. PERIOD.

I am really trying to lose a bit of my hamburger (that's what KC calls it) so i can fit into my clothes. The only thing I can wear now are T-shirts. I know. Disgusting. In order to do so I have motivated myself by setting a target. If I am able to lose 5 kgs then will I go on a little shopping trip.

Enough talking about my fats, I have 2 guests at my humble house this break. It's KC and his sister! Well, their house needs a little repair on the floorboards so they are staying at my house for the time being. Most probably for 2 weeks. I made them go with me to the Richmond to get groceries to stock the fridge. Spent like almost $200 on food! Can u believe that? We're like stocking up for war or something.

Yesterday was mid-autumn festival, you know the one where people eat mooncakes and play with lanterns. Yeah, that one. I cooked us quite a nice dinner of lotus root soup, salt & pepper chicken ribs, steamed fish, and asparagus. Of course there was mooncake for dessert and a little ice-cream.

We've really been homies, staying home just watching Foxtel and playing PS2. Guess this will be the itinerary for the next few days.

Cheerio!

American Vs English

Was watching a pool tournament on TV earlier this afternoon, the 2 players were from America and Europe. At first the European was in the lead with 4 games but the result ended with the American winning.

Its quite obvious that pool is more of an American game and its only fair for the American to win. So KC and i were talking about how Americans are more rugged and suit more casual games. Whereas Europeans and English are more suited for more classy games, like in this case they seem more suited for snooker instead of pool. So we came to a conclusion that English people are more classy and Americans are more slack.

So then the next show was "Maury Povich" and the episode was reviewing the Top 10 most dramatic Paternity Test episodes. We were just shaking our heads throughout the show. How can Americans be so "casual"?! Outrages!

Is the society we live in actually like that? Its so sad that we being superior beings compared to animals actually lead such destructive lives. SAD...

Sheer Madness

The past 2 weeks have been really CRAZY!! I've been out almost everyday since i got back to Melbourne. I've not sorted out my school work yet, and i have yet to meet some friends that i was suppose to meet for a real long time. 3rd week of school just ended but i'm still in a holiday mood!!! This really sucks!

Anyways...i had lots of fun in Brisbane. Fed Kangaroos, carried a Koala, sat in a huge ferris wheel, walked along the beaches of Gold Coast n Noosa, had seafood, watched Transformers n Fantastic 4, went to Sea World, strawberry picking, and clubbing of cos. Got real drunk that night, i'm so sorry that i called my friend and scolded him.

Came back to Melbourne after 5 days in Brisbane, stayed another 2 days then went back to Singapore. Was there for a week, nothing much to do other than meet up with some friends and clubbing. Didn't really get to eat all the hawker food though...sadness!

Came back to Melbourne and had a really crazy time! Been seeing Jon almost everyday cos he's going back Sg to serve NS. Good luck Jon!! Btw Jon went back today, we just came back from the airport. We had dinner at Waterfront@Port Melbourne last Saturday, the food sucked! BOO!!! Zoo, Phillip Island, Ktv and Equinox. Had fun before he left lah.

Finally realised after a long time that i am actually in love with my friend. He felt the same way when i wasn't around and so we are together now. SHOCKER!! I know....tell me about it! For people who know us: YES! Its him! Ng Kok Choong. He's my boyfriend now. Its a little wierd but we're really happy now, cos we really like each other for who we are. Yes i know, corny. BLEAH! I'm happy n i don't care!

Gwen Stefani was here for a 2-day concert, Farah, Jeane n i went for the Friday one. It wasn't as fantastic as I thought it would be, but overall it was nice. We couldn't get good seats and we were seated on the side of the stage so we couldn't get a full view of the stage. But still we enjoyed ourselves that night.

Yup...so there u have it! Finally updated! Let me live through the next week to tell u guys more interesting stuff.

Ciao! (",)

Back in Melbourne

Finally back in Melbourne after 2 weeks of holidays that passed by so quickly, totally didn't feel like a holiday at all. Was busy meeting up with friends and spending time with family. Now that i'm back here it feels like the holidays have just begun. So much to tell and some pix took in Brisbane and SG to show.

Now heading out to meet some friends. Laterssss...

A little late for pressure

Its the last 2 days of exams and i finally begin to feel the stress. I can say that my reactions/emotions are WAY TOO SLOW. I'm having SALES MANAGEMENT paper later at 2.30pm and it doesn't help that i couldn't sleep AT ALL last night (due to stress). The moment i fell asleep, my eyes would just automatically OPEN. Like WHAT THE HELL!! Thankfully i didn't have this problem the last 2 weeks, otherwise you'll see a walking zombie!!

Just pray for me that i will do well okie???

EXAM TIME!!!

It's a Friday and everyone is out partying EXCEPT me. WHY? Thanks to Monash, my exams will only end on Tuesday. This is SO HORRIBLE! I'm restless to the max and I really want to go out and I know I can, BUT I'm afraid of KARMA. What if I go out and I do badly for the 2 papers coming up? It's only right for me to stay home and STUDY. I really can't concentrate anymore, thus the reason I'm here.

This WHOLE semester has gone by really quick, its so quick that I still DO NOT believe that I'm having exams. I've been so RELAXED the whole time. I even had time to EBAY while studying, bought a whole lot of stuff online, its so CRAZY! I think I'm addicted to ebay, I need help. Is there like an ebay anonymous group that I can join?

I can't wait to get my hands on a LYCHEE MARTINI!! I've been craving for one for the longest time!

The best lychee martini is made from SOHO lychee liqueur, good vodka and a dash of lychee juice. NEVER use the juice from canned lychee, it makes the drink cloudy and it tastes a little wierd! Should try to get lychee nectar, but its really hard to find. Anyway, heading to Zouk when I get home, BRING ON THE LYCHEE MARTINIS! More hawker food lined up, night safari is in the programme too. Just can't wait to catch up with family and friends.

Before that........BRISBANE!!! YESSSSS...I'm going Brisbane for a few days before heading back home. Lots of fun waiting for me there, heading to Gold Coast and more parties!

Adios amigos! I'll be back when I've had enough fun.