Permanent heartache

Life is really short, trasure your loved ones before they are gone.

My godfather just passed away.

It happened so suddenly, we couldn't even see it coming. And it hit us like a bullet through our hearts. He left us with a wound that will never be healed. Aching whenever we enter his room or see his photo.

I've been away for so long, I never got to see him one last time when he was alive. I will never get the chance to fetch him to the market to buy groceries, I'll never be able to speak to him again. He never got to see me get married or even take graduation photos with me.

Why must he go? Why must he leave us so suddenly?

Life is so different without him, nothing will be the same.

We will love you and remember you always.

Friday night baking

It's Friday night, everyone else is either out with their partner or hanging out with friends.

But what does little old me do?

BAKE!! :D

Made some cookies. Not just any cookies. They're Giant Chewy Choc-chip Cookies!



Also made Japanese Cotton Cheesecake! (a little burnt on the top....but still nice n soft on the inside)



I wana go watch movie with my bf too.....dunno when will be the next time we see each other. I've got another 2 weeks before heading back for a short break. Dunno if I have the time to go see him. I doubt there will be time :(

PMS-ing

I really hate it when THE PERIOD is coming, it gets me all emo, and my sleep pattern is screwed up.

I get really weird dreams at night, that make me wake up countless times during the night, and I end up waking up really late the next day. There's also the cramps even before its here,and on the first day its just so pain that I always have to take Panadol. SUCKS!

I get all emo over nothing, and I eat like a pig.

I even feel like crying.

Can the stupid thing just COME!!!!

HAPPY

I just saw something that put a HUGE SMILE on my face :D

Now I have some motivation for my upcoming assignments and tests.

Another 28 days before I get my little break.

Well it's more like a break from uni and home for work.

But I know I'll enjoy myself when I go back.

Daddy and Chantal's birthday celebrations when I'm back.

What gifts should I get???

Stupidity

I did the most stupid thing today.

I didn't pick up a $20 note from the sidewalk.

Criticism

Criticism may not be agreeable, but it is necessary.

No one likes to be criticised, including myself. But it is through criticism that we know what to improve on.

I don't blame a rash first reaction to it, but it takes a big heart to accept it.

I'm still learning to accept criticism when faced with one. It takes courage and strength to accept and be thankful that someone actually cares about you, and wants you to be aware of your flaws.

The person who dares to criticise you, is the one who truely cares about you.

Week 3 and loving it!

Time seems to go by so quickly this semester. Maybe it's because I've been sleeping 10 hours daily!! So the rest of the day seems to zoom by faster. Or maybe I've been keeping myself busy with work, cooking and pilates. Just started today pilates again today, my body is going to ache like hell tomorrow.

I should really get started with assignments tomorrow, so I can finish them in time and go back during Hari Raya break to help daddy out. Also hoping my bf could come over to see me when I'm back in September.

Just feels good this semester, I think its the last one, that's why.

Love my timetable too. 3-hour days, 4 days a week. Fridays off. Decided to skip lectures on Tuesdays cos its finance and its boring. But I promise to practice at home. So that's Tuesdays and Fridays off :D

Overall, I'm happy. Much happier.

Can't wait for 2009 to end

I'm really sick of studying!! I know this is not the first time I'm complaining. I just want to complain again!

HAHA!!!

shiok!

i'm high on B.E.P. at the moment :P

I got my angel

Halo by Beyonce

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Wise choice

I'm happy I chose to be a punctured tyre.

I'm happier at the junk yard with my other scrapped material friends.

:)

Lost

It has been FOREVER since I've blogged. I couldn't even find my blog. I had to go to Joyce's blog and hope that she still had my link there. Thank you Joyce :) When I got to my blog, I only got the password right on the 3rd try. Sheesh, I need to come here more often I guess.

Why am I here after so long?

I wanted to complain about waiting for exams and I suddenly remembered that I have a blog. So I went in search for my blog. Well it's nothing much, just that I have to wait a whole week for my next 2 exams. Seriously, this studying thing is getting to me. I really had enough of assignments, books and notes. I really glad this is the FINAL year of my studies. I hope I never ever have to sit for another exam. Till then, it's another semester of hell.

I'm freaking 25 and I have not accomplished anything yet. I really hope life gets better after studying is done. I just hope my plans fall in place and the bf is there with me to share it. I hope he has something good to tell me after not seeing him for 5 months.

I really miss home. I hate this Aussie lifestyle, it SUCKS! I miss my car, I miss going out for coffee, I miss the O so awesome FOOD!!!

7 Days, 3 Hours to 26th of June. Exams in the morning, and rush to the airport for 1550 flight back to Singapore.

Home sweet home!!