Permanent heartache

Life is really short, trasure your loved ones before they are gone.

My godfather just passed away.

It happened so suddenly, we couldn't even see it coming. And it hit us like a bullet through our hearts. He left us with a wound that will never be healed. Aching whenever we enter his room or see his photo.

I've been away for so long, I never got to see him one last time when he was alive. I will never get the chance to fetch him to the market to buy groceries, I'll never be able to speak to him again. He never got to see me get married or even take graduation photos with me.

Why must he go? Why must he leave us so suddenly?

Life is so different without him, nothing will be the same.

We will love you and remember you always.

Friday night baking

It's Friday night, everyone else is either out with their partner or hanging out with friends.

But what does little old me do?

BAKE!! :D

Made some cookies. Not just any cookies. They're Giant Chewy Choc-chip Cookies!



Also made Japanese Cotton Cheesecake! (a little burnt on the top....but still nice n soft on the inside)



I wana go watch movie with my bf too.....dunno when will be the next time we see each other. I've got another 2 weeks before heading back for a short break. Dunno if I have the time to go see him. I doubt there will be time :(

PMS-ing

I really hate it when THE PERIOD is coming, it gets me all emo, and my sleep pattern is screwed up.

I get really weird dreams at night, that make me wake up countless times during the night, and I end up waking up really late the next day. There's also the cramps even before its here,and on the first day its just so pain that I always have to take Panadol. SUCKS!

I get all emo over nothing, and I eat like a pig.

I even feel like crying.

Can the stupid thing just COME!!!!

HAPPY

I just saw something that put a HUGE SMILE on my face :D

Now I have some motivation for my upcoming assignments and tests.

Another 28 days before I get my little break.

Well it's more like a break from uni and home for work.

But I know I'll enjoy myself when I go back.

Daddy and Chantal's birthday celebrations when I'm back.

What gifts should I get???

Stupidity

I did the most stupid thing today.

I didn't pick up a $20 note from the sidewalk.

Criticism

Criticism may not be agreeable, but it is necessary.

No one likes to be criticised, including myself. But it is through criticism that we know what to improve on.

I don't blame a rash first reaction to it, but it takes a big heart to accept it.

I'm still learning to accept criticism when faced with one. It takes courage and strength to accept and be thankful that someone actually cares about you, and wants you to be aware of your flaws.

The person who dares to criticise you, is the one who truely cares about you.

Week 3 and loving it!

Time seems to go by so quickly this semester. Maybe it's because I've been sleeping 10 hours daily!! So the rest of the day seems to zoom by faster. Or maybe I've been keeping myself busy with work, cooking and pilates. Just started today pilates again today, my body is going to ache like hell tomorrow.

I should really get started with assignments tomorrow, so I can finish them in time and go back during Hari Raya break to help daddy out. Also hoping my bf could come over to see me when I'm back in September.

Just feels good this semester, I think its the last one, that's why.

Love my timetable too. 3-hour days, 4 days a week. Fridays off. Decided to skip lectures on Tuesdays cos its finance and its boring. But I promise to practice at home. So that's Tuesdays and Fridays off :D

Overall, I'm happy. Much happier.