Weird Feelings

Today just feels WEIRD.

It's COLD.

I feel SAD.

Is it PMS? But it's a little too soon for that.

I just signed up for a barista course. $250 bucks, 2 days. Tomorrow and Friday. I guess this will help me to kill time. Everyone is busy and stress about the upcoming exams. ME? I'm relaxing at home doing nothing. Well I did do SOMETHING today. Called the agent to fix the ceiling, called VCAT about my bond refund, emailed the country club about my absence, signed up for barista course, and called Telstra to get my Foxtel connected.

Telstra really SUCKS. Period.

This is the second time I've called them and both times they made me wait like half hour, and the problem is still not solved. And guess what? They asked me to call back AGAIN. Not only Telstra. VCAT as well. I called to find out that they sent the cheque to the wrong address. How DUMB can one get?? How can 79 sound like 99? Now I have to fill up a form and SNAIL MAIL back to them. This is going to take FOREVER, just to get $1522 back. I guess I need to go to the post office before is closes later.

I somehow miss home. I feel like flying back. Should I go back after Armin and come back when they finish exams? I feel so UNWANTED, like I'm a waste of space.

Now I'm not only SAD, but I feel like an empty eggshell.